About Me

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Namaste and welcome, I am a London based Vinyasa Flow Yoga Teacher dedicated to harnessing the ancient healing and transformative power of yoga, rooted in the Krishnamachrya lineage, for the rhythm of London life. Classes focus on connecting breath with movement in the art of vinyasa, creating a moving meditation which cultivates self-awareness, unity and realising our unlimited potential. In my dynamic, flowing and playful classes discover the beauty of just breathing, just being, delve into your heart space and connect with your inner spirit as we go deeper on the yogic path.

Dance, dance otherwise we are lost...

It’s no surprise we like to move and that humans have always danced, even animals dance for example the ritual of a male peacock displaying his feathers and intimidating his competition, because everything moves, every atom vibrates.  Even seemingly inanimate objects have spanda; the subtle creative pulsation of the universe.  Dancing is freeing, instinctual and universal, it’s a way to connect to our spanda, our internal rhythm and connect to others, socialise and flirt.  I love to dance it makes me feel alive, its freeing, it’s a moving meditation as you are completely in the moment, in your body.  

I love watching dance, it’s so accessible and awe-inspiring. My favourite choreographer of all time Pina Bausch powerfully explores humanity; expressing every emotion with harrowing, intense beauty, tugging at your heart strings and singing to the soul. I urge anyone and everyone to see Wim Wender’s incredible portrayal of PINA, her company and her work is a must see, it wonderfully captures her and the companies spirit, I hope the trailor tempts you




On the flipside dance can be pure entertainment, skill and fun, last week I was completely blown away by Flawless and their energy, passion and incredible bodies.  Seriously haven’t smiled that much for a long time and was on such a high from the show, its on until 28th May so catch it while you can and chase the dream!


Keep dancing.   

A mantra a day keeps negativity at bay

What you say, what you write and what you think resonates on every level of your being.  By chanting ancient mantras and creating our own we can transform how we feel on a deep subconscious level, attract positivity and manifest our dreams. 


You can start simple, perhaps


*  Change your passwords (particularly those on your work computer!) to something that inspires you.  For example I changed mine to India2011 and no prizes fo guessing where I am going later this year :-).  I'll keep you posted on how the next one unfolds...


* Create a personal affirmation eg "I believe that everything is for my highest good and greatest joy" and repeat it to yourself in the morning as you brush your teeth or take a shower and let the words radiate through rest of your day


* Sing along to your favourite song regardless of if you are tone deaf, apologies to my neighbours for enduring it but it feels good!


* If you don't already open and close your asana practice with Om then give it a go, you'll feel the difference


Om shanti shanti shanti

Silence

Do you ever take the time to be in silence without any distractions just you with your own thoughts?
It can be hard to avoid the hum drum of hectic city life and information and technology overload but if you can take a few minutes each day to remove all outside distractions to just be the benefits are worthwhile.


During the retreat in Portugal we practised morning silence from 7am - 11am, during this time there was no reading, talking, listening to music, interaction with others or external stimuli.  So often in life we look to the outside to make us happy and to solve our problems, from material possessions to alcohol, partners to food  and society to holidays, we put our own contentment in the hands of others rather than taking charge.  The ancient art of yoga teaches us to go inside


"meditation is communion with the self.  It is the means of expanding our consciousness, transcending the external being and becoming one with the infinite source of light and wisdom.  Meditation is not a process of self forgetfullness and escape; it is not entering into total darkness, total nothingness.  Meditation is discovering onself."  


Sure Ways to Self-Realisation by Swami Satyananda Sarawati


It was daunting at first but in time I felt alive, connected, empowered and inspired, give it a go and see for yourself.


    

Light on Yoga, by B.K.S. Iyengar - The Power of Pranayama

Reading about, studying and practicing the Pranayama exercises in B.K.S Iyengar’s Light on Yoga has increased my interest and practice of this limb of yoga.  I particularly liked the advice and the way Iyengar laid out these exercises in a clear, practical and accessible way.  Rather than seeming like something mystical, unachievable and intimidating Iyengar has carefully described pranayama exercises and explained the benefits in a logical way. 
Studying the chapter on pranayama has helped me to integrate 15 - 30 minutes of pranayama into my self practice on a regular basis and Nadi Sodhana Pranayama nearly daily.  I have already felt the benefits of cleansing the lungs and building lung capacity and have been able to increase the number of repetitions and length of retentions.
I have always found that engaging ujaji breath and focusing on the breath during asana practice is vital to maintaining focus, building internal heat and providing energy and stamina to flow through the practice and open the body into difficult postures.  Using ujaji breath is what helped to transform my yoga experience from a purely physical one to become a meditative and spiritual one.  Reading more into pranayama helped me to understand why the breath is so integral to yoga; breath is the ‘life force’ and is connected directly to the mind, so naturally controlling and focusing on it will have a powerful affect. 
In our daily life we are not normally aware of our breath or acknowledge it despite it being the crucial force which keeps us alive.   Therefore concentrating on the breath is calming, humbling and grounds us in the moment - we are focusing only on the actions which are necessary to our being.  Iyengar explains "Evenness of breathing leads to healthy nerves and so to evenness of mind and temper" (p363, Light on Yoga).   
I think that pranayama practice is more important than ever because we are living in a modern, technology focused, busy and often hectic society where people are constantly taking in information from different sources and thinking about numerous things at once.  In this environment it is easy to loose touch of the simplicity of just ‘being in the moment, just breathing’.  By taking away all the other distractions and stimulants and focusing purely on the breath during exercises such as kapalabhati or nadi shodhana it brings attention to being alive, being in the present and reconnects us with our life force. 
The Hatha Yoga Pradipika also helped deepen my understanding of pranayama and why it helps to calm and bring clarity to the mind because, "the breathing process is directly connected to the brain and central nervous system [...] By becoming aware of the nature of the breath and by retraining it the whole system becomes controlled.  When you retain the breath you are stopping nervous impulses in different parts of the body and harmonising the brain wave patterns." (p150-1, Hatha Yoga Pradipika
Before starting the teacher training course I was aware of and engaged the bandhas in my practice.  However I didn’t understand the true reason we applied bandhas and thought they just helped with core strength.  I found Iyengar's descriptions of engaging the bandhas in pranayama, how this works and why it is necessary to lock the pranic energy in the body straightforward and helpful.  Likening the process to an electrical current which needs transformers, conductors and fuses etc as otherwise it is lethal highlighted the importance of employing the bandhas correctly and helped me focus on this in my practice:
“When electricity is generated, it is necessary to have transformers, conductors, fuses, switches and insulated wires to carry the power to its destination, as without these the electricity generated would be lethal.  When prana is made to flow in the yogi’s body by the practice of pranayama it is equally necessary for him to employ bandhas to prevent the dissipation of energy and to carry it to the right quarters without causing damage elsewhere.  Without the bandhas, prana is lethal” (p365 Light on Yoga). 
I have read a number of different descriptions of the chakra system and kundalini awakening and I found Iyengar's very clear and concise.   I found Iyengar’s simple explanation of the ultimate goal for pranayama practice helpful, "With mastery of the three bandhas, the yogi is at the cross-roads of his destiny" and the path we aim to follow "leads to Yoga or union with the Supreme Soul" and "He will then acquire moral and spiritual power.  The power within him will shine forth like the sun." (p367 Light on Yoga).  Following reading Iyengar’s description I found it easier to digest this idea when echoed in the Hatha Yoga Pradikipa as follows, "Prana is the tangible manifestation of the higher Self.  Hatha yoga uses prana as the key to expand the awareness of consciousness and realise the Self." (p157 Hatha Yoga Pradikipa). 
I find pranayama, specifically kumbhaka, a powerful way of clearing the mind and coming to a moment of complete stillness, purity and bliss.  During kumbkaka I can feel the energy flowing freely through the body and gain a sense of inner strength and contentment.  Pranayama brings about a meditative state as Iyengar explains, "in the practice of pranayama the sense are drawn inwards and in the silence of kumbhaka the aspirant hears his inner voice calling: 'Look within!  The source of happiness is within!'" (p365 Light on Yoga).
In summary I have found reading Iyengar's chapter on pranayama highly beneficial to integrating pranayama exercises into my self practice.  It has provided a clear  explanation which supports and builds on  my own experience of the breath being calming and bringing one pointed focus to my yoga practice.  Iyengar’s teachings have enriched my asana and pranayama practice as I play with the bandhas and breath with a sense of locking in the pranic energy.  This root knowledge has enabled me to gain a deeper understanding of the pranic and chakra systems and kundalini awakening.

A retreat in the tranquil Portugese mountains

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An ode to Peter & Sue


A tranquil haven in the midst of the lush green hills,
Met with open hearts and minds by two vibrant spirits, a family of animals and a magical energy,
One bright and beautiful, radiating joy, love and laughter, sparkling from her eyes through to her words of wisdom,
One strong yet gentle in both mind and body, a powerful presence of transcendence,
Blessed to immerse myself in their teachings and healing vibrations,
I grow my roots, it's easy to do that here, everything is easy here,
We share silence; allowing the sounds of nature and our souls to resonate,
Nothing is wasted,
Simplicity brings peace, just breathing, just being, pure bliss

Martha Heiland-Allen, April 2011