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Namaste and welcome, I am a London based Vinyasa Flow Yoga Teacher dedicated to harnessing the ancient healing and transformative power of yoga, rooted in the Krishnamachrya lineage, for the rhythm of London life. Classes focus on connecting breath with movement in the art of vinyasa, creating a moving meditation which cultivates self-awareness, unity and realising our unlimited potential. In my dynamic, flowing and playful classes discover the beauty of just breathing, just being, delve into your heart space and connect with your inner spirit as we go deeper on the yogic path.

Power of a Woman, Shakti, Mother Earth

Whilst in McLeod Ganj, India I viisited Argentinian lady Berenise (http://www.lunaroja.4t.com/) who specialises in harnessing female energy and connecting with instinct of our wombs.  Berenise firstly explained how in her own practise she discovered the healing power of connecting to your menstration cycle and seeing it as a positive rather than how it is typically viewed in the west as a bit disgusting, something women may opt to avoid and be embarrassed of. We've been conditioned to be ashamed and detached from our cycle when it is one of the most vital life forces. Rather than throwing all the energy that is stored in the menstrual blood away in the bin Bernise actually uses the blood to nourish organic vegetables she grows and has even used it to heal injuries. I'm not sure this is something I will be doing personally but it is never the less very interesting.


Menstration and the Moon
As I began a regular yoga practise I found that my cycle became regular and insync so I would menstrate on full moon. It felt good to be able to chart my cycle with nature and I thought this was perfect harmony and know fellow yoginis who follow the same pattern. However I did find that around 5 days before full moon I would have terrible pmt, feel emotionally out of control and unbalanced and although I knew it would pass it was disruptive. I shared this with my incredible ayurvedic doctor Jono Condous (based at Triyoga: http://www.ayurvedabrighton.co.uk/) and he is very passionate about female cycles and reassured me that it is natural for these emotions to arise. He articulated that in the west women are told to carry on as normal throughout cycle; tv adverts for santitary care depict ladies smiling and jumping on trampolines which is probably the last thing we feel like doing! Whereas in the east traditionally at this time of the month women would come together in a red tent to relax, share stories and bond.



Jono also said that in fact the most fruitfiul time of the month to menstrate is on the new/dark moon because of the gravity and power of the full moon it heightens any emotions and can create inbalance if also menstrating. Not that this is important to me personally at the moment but by shifting the period to coincide with the new moon you then ovulate on the full moon so it's power can aid fertility. With the herbs and practises he prescribed my period is starting to shift forward, close to new moon and thankfully I don't go quite soo crazy and suffer as bad pmt and feel more balanced across the month.

Wombs Workshop with BereniseI wanted to take opportunity to learn as much as possible from Bernise so she kindly ran a 3hr workshop to help us to tune into female intuition and connect to the womb and mother Earth. We began looking at the cycle and how it follows the flow of the seasons and of a woman growing from a child into an old black witch as follows:

Spring / Teenager - New cycle starts bringing fresh energy
Summer / Young Woman / Full Moon - Ovulation, fertile, strong sexual desire
Autumn / Old Woman - Pre-menstration, coming into darker side of woman
Winter / Black Witch / Dark Moon - Menstration
AnatomyWe spent time studying the anatomy of female genitals and the interconnecting pelvic floor muscles to understand and know ourselves. Then we started engaging and trying to isolate specific muscles and observing any sensations in the womb. Berenise explained that there is a connection between the 2nd chakra swadisthana (sexual energy) and the 5th chakra vishuddhi chakra (throat, voice, creativity) and so encouraged us to open up and make any instinctive noises we felt like during exercises.

In my yoga asana practise I do work on strengthening mulha bandha and uddiyana bandha with similar exercises but I had never drawn attention to mt womb and been conscious of this as a way of connect to female power. A particular exercise which helped cultivate a conscious sensations in the womb was slowly isolating and working up the vaginal rings to the uterus. We also worked in pairs giving a massage centralising around the womb and working out over the whole body and then listening into any pulsations and instictive thoughts.

It was totally unexpected and empowering to spend an afternoon celebrating the aspects of womanhood that usually shy away from.

McLeod Ganj - God is in the Mountains

"God is in the mountains.  Impassive, immovable, jagged giants, seperating the celestial from the terrestial with eternal diagonal certainty.  As if silently monitoring the beating heart of the creator from the universe's perfect birth.  Stood in the thin air and the awe, one inhales God involuntarily acknowledging that we are but fragments of a whole, a higher thing.  The mountains remind me of a place, as a servant to truth and wonder.  Yes, God is in the mountains.  Perhaps the pulpit too and even in the piety of an athiest's sigh.  I don't know, but I feel him in the mountains."
Russell Brand, Booky Wook 2

From Rishikesh Josefina, Victor and I took the 17 hour, bumpy bus ride further north to McLeod Ganj, Dharamsala and settled into a cheap guesthouse with an amazing view over the green mountains and valley. Exhausted after the long journey we had a relaxing first afternoon, pottering around and getting the feel for the place. McLeod Ganj is where the Dalai Lama resides (although unfortunately he was not present on this visit), a place of exile for Tibetans and a pilgrimage spot for Buddhists. It's not somewhere people come to see stuff but more just to be and enjoy the energy of the mountains.


 Tushita Retreat

Tushita Retreat
It is a peaceful place made up of just 3 streets lined with Tibetan handicrafts, restaurants, market stalls, political posters and adverts for all sorts of courses and classes. Our guesthouse was next door to Greens Hotel which became our local hang out with delicious Tibetan food (and yummy carrot cake) and to mix with fellow travellers. In the afternoon I went to OM Meditation for a yoga class and I never want to be disrespectful of others teaching but I was really disappointed. Anyway I breathed through it and it just made me grateful for all the incredible teachers I have back in London and that I have my own self practice which is with me wherever I go. A different Indian teacher was then lead a meditation class with chanting aum with attention on 3rd eye but I found myself zoning into own kriya exercises and again realised the power of self practice and that I have found what works best for me.

The next morning we went on a stroll to Upper Bagsu to visit another Argentinian lady Bernise who specialises in harnessing female energy and connecting with instinct of our wombs. She stayed in lovely place with colourful garden and views of mountains for just 150rupee/less than £2 a night - good to know if I come back to the area to stay for longer. See blog post Power of a Woman for details of the workshop we did with Bernise.

The next day we visited the Vipassana (10 day Buddhist silent retreat) centre which was set in beautiful forests. I haven't been drawn to undertake a vipassana as yet however if I was this would be lovely peaceful spot for it. Next to the Vipassana centre is the renowned Tushita retreat centre which hosts intoduction to Buddhism courses and Josefina was undertaking and said it was very good. I am interested in attending the course when I am back in India.

Dalai Lama's Residence 

Before visting the temple I went into the Tibetan Museum and I was appalled to learn more about the Chinese invasion and inhumane brutality against Tibet; torturing people and destroying temples, scriptures and trying to stamp out their culture and identity. There is now more Chinese people than Tibetan people living in Tibet and there is a strong military presence. Martyrs (as young as 20) set themselves alight to raise awareness, families trek across the trecherous himalayas at night to escape and live in exile in India or Nepal.

When we see things on the news we can be disensitified and the awful magnitude of the situation doesn't sink in but when we see the consequences and gain greater understanding of the suffering we can feel more empathetic. The Tibetans I met, despite this treatment, are gracious, peaceful and spirited.

The Buddhist temple is understated on the outside with monks chanting, playing gongs, performing fire puja. I circle the temple seven times spinning the prayer wheels and chanting then go inside where greeted with a ornate golden Buddha and rich coloured wallpaper with intricate Mandalas. The art of Mandalas has been passed down for thousands of years for therapeutic meditation. I'm trying to learn more about Mandalas as I use visualisations in meditation and interested in the power of images which have had collective focus.




The following day I let it be a day for myself, my practise and enjoyed a super long, slow morning vinyasa flow practice and enjoy spending time writing in the sunshine overlooking the mountains.

Tibetan Contemporary Dance -Lion Man

That evening I went to see the infamous local dancer the Lion Man show which was held at a local primary school. He opened by sharing his story of being abused by the milatary in Tibet and then escaping across the snowy himalaya mountains, having to trek in the freezing night time to avoid being caught and then being put in prison. Then he started traditional, classical Tibetan dancing which was fluid and light before moving into more contemporary, experimental works. In one piece he came right up to each audience member fixatedly staring directly eye to eye without blinking, forehead touching and his sweat dripping onto you. This created atmosphere of interogation and invasion into your space and from a dance perspective it is interesting that it is very similar to ideas emnating from Europe/Canada.

Meditating in the Mountains 

The next day I met Prateek, a lovely Indian from Rishikesh, for breakfast in Carpe Diem a cool rooftop cafe with views of the mountains.  We then took a walk up further into mountains to the Bagsu waterfall.  On the way it was wonderful to share our philosophies, our desire to live in the moment and find many points of connection.  We may live different lifestyles, in different parts of the world but we shared same outlooks and love of the mountains as feel so close to God here. 

As we walked we passed families relaxing by the river, washing clothes, children swimming.  We took time to find spots to meditate together, love sharing with another person as enhances concentration and focus.  We took in the sound of the waterfall and headed up to the notorious hippy party place Shiva Cafe for chai in the sunshine.  On the way back we find a peaceful, shady grassy spot and I teach Prateek some yoga.  Despite growing up in Rishikesh the home of yoga this is his first ever class! He has a very strong meditation practice soo easy to connect in, sync breath and flow together.  Its wonderful experience to share yoga in the beautiful nature and to really breathe together.  I am soo pleased that Prateek enjoyed it and has been continuing to do yoga!





Back in town we relax over lunch (yummy homemade pumpkin pasta at Khangsar guest house - such great food in this town!) then we watch the pink sunset before each heading of on our overnight buses to Delhi and then fly down to Goa to regroup with my travelling circus comrades.  Its been brilliant travelling on my own, not that you are ever alone as you meet soo many people, but glad to see friend and catch up on each others adventures.